so my mom has a friend and her new baby over so I get to eat in my room. I’m just sitting here playing star project because I’m hoarding my action points for mycandylove.
oh and I don’t even know if I’m going to prom anymore. Edgar told me his parents aren’t letting him go so I’m dateless. everyone else has someone so I don’t wanna bother them. but who knows, maybe someone still doesn’t have a date to prom, or I can take my computer with me.

so I’m sitting in my room, drinking my soda after interacting with my relatives. I really thought that maybe for once I was having a good time but no it was still hard. At least they all went to Evy’s house and the grown up are starting to converse and I can get back to being in my room being a hermit watching anime and playing games.
I wonder if i’ll miss this going to college, or will I be relieved?

My mom bought me three new shirts and order me some shoes (she also offered to buy me a new game but the store didn’t have any that i liked). Plus I might possibly be getting new pants. I also ate denny’s and cuddled with edgar. Totally made up for the slap in the face from my first rejection letter, good job on reminding me that some people think I’m worthless, you’ve done good.
Not that I really told anyone, besides tumblr. :x
I don’t really think I wanna tell people, but its nice being able to let it out without reactions. I rather not have some one feel awkward trying to cheer me up. 
in other news I will be trying to learn a dance for the anime club.

today was a really good day! (minus the horrible plot twist of inu x boku ss)
I found my pink tights that I have missed so much, edgar lent me these movies and I shall force april to watch them with me since she has to sleep in my room while her room is occupied with kitchen supplies. The week went by super fast which was great! did absolutely nothing productive in school. Took a  nice nap in 6th period and I probably looked weird, I can’t really breathe through my nose when I sleep so when I fall into a deep sleep my mouth opens and I end up looking so weird.
and that was my day, how was yours?

AWWWWWWYEAAAAAA
had fun at the mesa competition. Didn’t win anything but it was fun dancing and making a fool out of myself. We better win most school spirit this year. We were a small group but we were loud, and it seemed all the other schools weren’t so energized as last year.

enjoying my noodles and anime.
my room is so messy right now, its not even funny.

its friday! friday! friday!
heading off to school in a bit, hopefully today turns out to be a good day.

so I thought I was gonna be alone with my sister tonight but no my cousins have settle down in my living room.
I’m pretty sure my mom told them to keep an eye on us, and now I’m starting to feel the awkwardness and hatred building up inside. I know feel like a stranger in my own house. just go the fuck away and play the ps3 at your fucking house and leave me alone.
today was good but there’s still something i wanna get off my chest but if i say it i’m going to look like the biggest jerk because I’m sure I’m taking it way too personal.
djslkf kldfkljdkfdvifjnkakd; help.
on a non related note, you can see the mirror reflection of my big pikachu :3

cleaned my room today and now I’m enjoying these chocolate Elissa gave me on valentines day while drawing.

you guys have no idea how happy i am with this outcome.
dkshflhadsfljlsdjafl;’ its so perfect to me, i finally got it right without having to trace anything.
know if only i can draw using only my memory and imagination. i shall start working on it.

so I’m just sitting at my desk drawing pictures I find on tumblr.
drawing this reminds me i still have to put everything back on my wall, it looks really plain right now

macbeth will be the death of me.

even with my senior shirt, i still don’t feel like a senior.
I think I was squinting/blinking/smiling like a serial killer on all the pictures we took.

the perks of going to class on time.
so me, Elissa and Gaby went to fourth period early as always and Mr. Solis gave us these cute animal erasers. He only had three and we were the only ones on time so he told us we could keep them. Elissa has a zebra and I think gaby’s was a hippo.
I spent my class time playing with, acing my test *insertfuckyeapic*, and doing all the assignments he had assigned that i never did.